2012-01-24T09:44:00.001-08:00

I having recurring shooting pain in my liver that makes me think either me or my liver will not live through this year.

2011-12-22T11:55:00.001-08:00

I've made almost a quarter million dollars in the last six years but have no idea where any of it is.

2011-12-11T20:07:00.001-08:00

I don't want you to read what I write anymore

2011-12-01T12:16:00.000-08:00

Someone jumped off the Santa Rita overpass into on-coming traffic this morning. It wasn't me.

2011-11-20T22:03:00.001-08:00

You bad girl, so good at being bad.

2011-11-17T15:56:00.001-08:00

My life is going to kill me

2011-11-17T15:55:00.001-08:00

My life is going to kill me

2011-11-10T11:34:00.001-08:00

This job is going to kill me

2011-11-04T23:30:00.001-07:00

I just like this cute little mexican
Cause everytime I see her she give me sex again

2011-11-02T09:58:00.001-07:00

Our father, who art in heaven
Save me from the wreck
I'm about to drown in

2011-10-25T15:26:00.001-07:00

I haven't been to the doctor in years.
I'm afraid to go.
I'm afraid they'll tell me everything is okay.
Nothing is wrong, stop worrying.

2011-10-22T01:04:00.001-07:00

Opiates have created so many great ideas, beautiful music and art. Yet
Opiates have destroyed so many lives.

2011-10-11T09:41:00.001-07:00

Something is not right. I am really fucking sick. Through all the help given its been a struggle to figure it out. But something is not right. I literally feel like my heart is going o stop. Now back to work..

Kyle Overacker
Cell 925.577.9215
Work 925.574.7110

2011-09-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

la muerte del eon

2011-09-25T02:29:00.000-07:00

I cant be every girls best friend.
I just want to make love.
And fuck.

Wedding Crashers

2011-09-16T19:25:00.000-07:00

2011-09-08T17:31:00.000-07:00

Juke box fuck up hanging at the drug store

2011-09-05T21:02:00.001-07:00

She Will ft. Drake

2011-09-05T19:56:00.001-07:00

She said if we get married, ill learn how to do the splits.
He said if you learn how to do the splits, we can get married.

2011-09-01T19:13:00.001-07:00

Tell your ugly friend all about how bad I am,
Turn around and I'm gone.

Forever

2011-09-01T18:54:00.001-07:00

I used to have hood dreams

2011-09-01T00:45:00.001-07:00

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend

Please

2011-08-26T13:50:00.001-07:00

Norco norco you're no funny joke
They'll kill your soul and leave you broke
You will hate me hate me
Leave me restless, wake up angry
I'm feeling breathless
Take my pennies and let me drown
I want your pity because I'm selfish
Ill suc you dry for what you're worth
Its sick as fuck I can't wait to end this
Feeling happy now as I'm sweating out this
Let me be, I want to be happy
I can only help myself no more being empty
Inside, I will find
Give me the reason to fly

2011-08-20T15:23:00.001-07:00

You're an emotionally selfish person.
When you need it, you need it now.
And I'm there.
If you don't get it, you seek it elsewhere.
When I need it, I don't ask.
But you don't think to ask yourself.
So I'm everywhere and you get mad.
Well.. here I am now, and you are where?

Don't expect me tomorrow, I won't be here.

2011-08-19T18:13:00.001-07:00

2011-08-12T15:19:00.001-07:00

I can get foul
But atleast I get two shots
And one

2011-08-07T20:58:00.001-07:00

Want to see a magic trick?
Watch me disappear completely

Good Chit

2011-08-04T22:25:00.001-07:00

"ah snap
i woke up naked
in a compost pile of love
i almost went home with hope
i remember that much
then i ended up in some other bitches car"
Jb

2011-07-30T20:11:00.001-07:00

<acoustic> Everyone knows that crime pays </acoustic>

2011-07-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

My heart is overworked.
I feel like that shit is going to die.

Lacivious Facts

2011-07-23T14:49:00.000-07:00

I started digging in the sun-shit-storm
Of dead August melted chaffed thighs
Became a vaginal termite

I started dropping all my pants between
The washers and dryers of love
Now I'm a dirty load

Tell me, honey, if we're gonna die anyway
I only wish I could say what I wanna say
I'm on the corner with a cigarette in the rain
And only you can keep cancer away

I was teething in your skin
In a sheet less bed
It's a mattress I keep
In the back of my head
You're in the back of my head

And I piss when I laugh
At your miscarriaged lives
And the wax in your ears
Keeps your hearing aids blind
You're in the back of my mind

What is the difference between being a whore and just wanting some more?
It is the suck-cess ratio of blondes to bums on a plane to LA.

2011-07-15T14:38:00.001-07:00

I want to ask you a question
I want you to hold my hand
While we step forward to conquer the world
I want to give you the answer
To feel warm, feel the sun, us against the cold
Confidence is a virtue that confusion will cloud
Let's make moves down south, to mexico
Where we can bust our ass and build success
To earn and wear the crowns.
Motivation is violence against any doubt that you have
And ill kill that shit if you'll follow me
I want to ask you a question
That I have in my dreams
but I've decided to do something better
And tell you.. come follow me

Happy Ending

2011-07-10T18:05:00.001-07:00

Don't ever think that you're reviving a dead rose

2011-07-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

2011-07-05T02:39:00.001-07:00

Are you here yet?

Road to Joy

2011-07-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

The sun came up with no conclusions
Flowers sleeping in their beds
The city cemetery's humming
I'm wide awake, it's morning

I have my drugs, I have my women
They keep away my loneliness
My parents, they have their religions
But sleep in seperate houses

I read the body count out of the paper
And now it's written all over my face
No one ever plans to sleep out in the gutter
Sometimes that's just the most comfortable place

So I'm drinking, breathing, writing, singing
Every day I'm on the clock
My mind races with all my longings
But can't keep up with what I got

I hope I don't sound too ungratefull
Well, history gave modern man
A telephone to talk to strangers
Machine guns and a camera lens

So when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing
It's best to join the side that's going to win
No one's sure how all of this got started
But we're going to make them goddamn certain how it's gonna end
Oh yeah we will, oh yeah, we will

I could have been a famous singer
If I had someone else's voice
But failure's always sounded better
Let's fuck it up boys, make some noise!

2011-07-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

we are nowhere and its now

2011-06-27T13:17:00.000-07:00

2011-06-25T12:15:00.001-07:00

I can finally feel pain again, I've waited to come to terms with this for years. I feel like shit but am determined to finally live my life.. bitter sweet, you're going to be the death of me.

2011-06-23T10:19:00.001-07:00

The higher I go the harder I'm going to drop

Write in journals.

2011-06-18T21:46:00.001-07:00

Like a blog, but with papercuts.

2011-06-11T14:21:00.001-07:00

she's so awkward
she's awesome
an orchid in her hair
she stares off
like there's something there
she's not even alive
i'm a fish
that she happened to hook
Worm in her vein
holding my hand
dragging her foot

Have a baby by me baby, be on welfare

2011-06-11T13:38:00.000-07:00

Fast Cars Danger Fire & Knives

2011-06-10T12:19:00.000-07:00

2011-06-07T10:07:00.000-07:00

I was raised right. The ability to know when to bite my lip.. and when to take off on yours. Gtfo my face.

2011-06-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

If you're a soft mothafucka.. you shouldn't do hard drugs

Nevermind

2011-06-04T11:38:00.000-07:00

Load up on guns & bring your friends
It's fun to lose & to pretend
She's over bored & self assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will, until the end

With the lights out it's less dangerous
I feel stupid & contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it's hard to find
Oh well whatever, nevermind

2011-06-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

2011-06-03T17:53:00.001-07:00

Corrupted by the curiousity to make things interesting, come on baby we can do everything

2011-06-03T14:18:00.001-07:00

2011-06-02T09:58:00.001-07:00

Everybody wants to know what my accihiles heel is..
Looooove
I don't get enough of it
All I get are these vampires and bloodsuckers

2011-05-31T09:43:00.001-07:00

I'm out when the freaks come out, way after dusk

2011-05-29T22:19:00.000-07:00

2011-05-29T15:41:00.001-07:00

Id rather fuck you than kiss you

2011-05-28T13:15:00.001-07:00

I've spent 5 years writing a blog I can't get anyone to read. Its sort of a 500 page suicide note.

2011-05-24T14:47:00.000-07:00

I need a catalyst.. to rekindle the flame

2011-05-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

My head is spinning with wonder

2011-05-09T18:25:00.001-07:00

You Are Poetically Pretty

2011-05-09T14:34:00.001-07:00

Unhealthy menthol marlboro long day acetimophen fast food vodka slow
norco cough lacking nutrition sunk in eyes no shave on loan skinny jean
lookin ass mofucka. Fuck. Good riddance.

2011-05-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

2011-05-05T01:06:00.000-07:00

Things are good..

2011-05-01T15:10:00.000-07:00

Bright and sunny. Atleast I don't think about driving off bridges
anymore. Which is cool I guess.

2011-04-30T08:27:00.001-07:00

You'll never get to where you're going if you're always stopping to take breaks

Manchester Orchestra - I've Got Friends

2011-04-29T13:22:00.000-07:00

2011-04-29T13:21:00.000-07:00

2011-04-28T10:46:00.001-07:00

Girls Need Something Pretty to Look At

2011-04-25T20:57:00.001-07:00

Prodigy/Phenom

2011-04-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

Available at your local Hos'R'Us

2011-04-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

2011-04-23T12:06:00.001-07:00

met this girl on valentines day
fucked her in may
she found out about april
so she chose to march
now there's just another broken heart

250 brand new 32" flat screen TVs

2011-04-21T13:14:00.000-07:00

2011-04-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

2011-04-18T09:49:00.001-07:00

Selfish as I want to be with sharing who I want to be. Confident you won't ever recognize me, again. Confident you won't be able to despise me, again.

2011-04-16T23:07:00.001-07:00

"Why should I listen to you? You're a virgin who can't drive.."

Hi Rihanna

2011-04-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

2011-04-03T14:37:00.001-07:00

First order of official business... days off!

2011-03-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

2011-03-29T13:21:00.001-07:00

Spring.. Where have you been all my life

2011-03-26T15:58:00.001-07:00

This is the only place I can think of to write this where I know you will read it. Without saying everything negative I feel, you're a fool. That's it. I can't help but get a sinking feeling that one day soon you will regret some of the pointless decisions you make. You obviously don't care and its to the point where I don't either. You will sit there and tell yourself im crazy and convince yourself you're right. And that's fine, I can live with that. You're always right, I finally get it..

I called the phone company today to see what my options are. They told me I can shut off you're line right now, even laughing about it. I thought about it then figured why, who cares. You weren't meant for me, obviously. Im not going to play your games. So ill keep paying for you to do what you do, soak up the last of it while you can. I hope that you find what you're looking for and fulfill that. But give me some respect and let me move on with my life without you. Leave me alone.

2011-03-26T00:37:00.001-07:00

Go away

2011-03-23T20:30:00.001-07:00

12 hour days 7 days a week

2011-03-20T01:39:00.001-07:00

At this point in my life I've finally got one foot in front of the other and have too much to lose by making the same mistakes

2011-03-12T11:14:00.001-08:00

Living in a land of 100 mondays

2011-03-11T14:37:00.001-08:00

Do not step to me, im awkward, I box lefty.

2011-03-11T13:42:00.001-08:00

Halfsharkalligatorhalfman

Stupid Cupid

2011-03-07T16:03:00.000-08:00

2011-03-06T22:25:00.001-08:00

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your life.

2011-03-06T14:34:00.001-08:00

I wouldn't usually say this, but I've finally realized.

You'll never find someone as good as me. I get more and more handsome
every day.

2011-03-06T02:49:00.001-08:00

How can I explain our own defeat?

2011-03-05T18:37:00.001-08:00

Does wrong right

2011-03-05T18:00:00.001-08:00

What I want is someone with enough confidence in themselves they don't
need someone else. What I need is someone with enough confidence in me
to help me better myself.

2011-03-03T22:15:00.001-08:00

Clean getaway

2011-03-03T21:40:00.001-08:00

Looking to surround myself with motivational people

2011-02-28T20:42:00.001-08:00

Accupuncture is amazing in quitting years of opiate and heroin addiction

2011-02-18T19:07:00.001-08:00

This rain makes me horny

2011-02-14T01:21:00.001-08:00

love is evol

2011-02-13T17:20:00.001-08:00

You are all games, all the time. I think if I start running now, ill be in shape by summer and feeling much better.

2011-02-13T11:46:00.001-08:00

Its kinda hard saying this shit to your face, so I do it over snares and bass

2011-02-07T18:53:00.001-08:00

I just want to be respected.
I don't want to be the knight in shining armor.
I just want to be respected.
If you can start with that, tonight ill be harmless.

elliot eon