Soo, take off your makeup and pocket your pills away. Were kings among run-aways.

Delicious breakfast looking like my decrepit brain. Eggs are scrambled and the toast is plain. Splash of syrup and the coffees cold. Stuck to this leather seat in the worst diner that this towns ever known.

Working on making a living waiting for a coffin to wander my way. Wondering if the magic of withdrawing yourself from the world is worth the effort anyway. Its easier to tip toe through the fire than extinguish the flames with a flood and forget everything. So I slowly sit and wait patiently for tomorrow to become yesterday. Wish me luck as I continue on this journey. Love, the martyr

Sometimes I act like shit doesn't phase me. But inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities can eat me alive.

If I had one wish I wouldn't ask for my death. I would ask for your kiss to feel better than this. Loneliness and sorrow in the way I've chosen. I am completely silent as every word is being spoken. I am lonely. I am fragile. I am stubborn yet dismantled. You tried to break me. I wouldn't let you. Now were stuck pretending that its over. I might cry. I might die. However I will never swallow my own pride. I will walk. Watch me run. Trip and fall while having fun. Tie my show. Hold my hand. I hope that you see me again. Death is real. Life is short. My mind is full of broken thoughts. Full of pity. Lacking time. Stand up and break through. Fucking come fulfill my life...
Later is too late. Sometime later we will die.

If I had one wish I wouldn't ask for my death. I would ask for your kiss to feel better than this. Loneliness and sorrow in the way I've chosen. I am completely silent as every word is being spoken. I am lonely. I am fragile. I am stubborn yet dismantled. You tried to break me. I wouldn't let you. Now were stuck pretending that its over. I might cry. I might die. However I will never swallow my own pride. I will walk. Watch me run. Trip and fall while having fun. Tie my show. Hold my hand. I hope that you see me again. Death is real. Life is short. My mind is full of broken thoughts. Full of pity. Lacking time. Stand up and break through. Fucking come fulfill my life...
Later is too late. Sometime later we will die.

Completely alone sitting at a table of friends.

I watched the mtv special about twilight new moon. Edward and bella.

I have one step in heaven and a devil on my shoulder. I've been to hell but an angel drove me home in my A4.

The king of hearts has a nickname

One fight will split things but one night will fix things

Its sooo nice, don't want to hear the same song twice. Its soo nice, I want to hear the same song twice.. I'm funky, not a junky, but I know where to get it.

tonight tonight

i feel alone
and unhappy as shit
im not trying to play these
games or forget you exist
i fucking want you, i crave you
im not every other guy that
wants to control you
i desire who you are
fucking love me back cause
i wont live forever
..its serious, serious as
ever, now is the time,
right now doesn't have to
be forever
if you dont want that
i will walk away
i have too much love to give
and will not forget all
ive forgiven. i am emotion
you can see me cry. you might
even see me die and i hope
you wont have to see me try.
i am all that i can be,
ive given you all thats within me
i wont continue to play this game.
im telling you now, i love you,
i love you, i love you, for i know what
my heart is capable of, i love you
and that may be the last time
before i run from you.
hack into my shit, ask me
your two hundred questions,
be fucking crazy cause ill probably
love you more for it. i want you
pure, i want you whole, i want you
to witness none of the misery thats
in store. this only took me three
minutes, to explain every minute
detail of my hearts capability.
ive been to europe, ive been to la,
ive been to miami and done cocaine.
ive been around the corner, ive
seen the world complain, my mom is
so fucking crazy i have that scar
on my head. you know who i am, you
knew what you got involved with
and all i want from you at this moment
is the comfort of you givin me one
last passionate kiss.
i could fuck you, i could love you,
i could fucking love you
or i could love the fuck from you
i want you to see, i want me to be
all of the person youve ever wanted me to be.
hold my hand, jump on my back, ill carry you
all the way to our house. just dont let
it be now, now is not the time,
your tears are only alibis
and tonight is time for us to love
uncondtionally, uncontrollably,
i am like nobody youve ever been around
you are the love of my life, tonight
and that is not something i can continue
to hide. where are you?. i call you,
i leave you alone, ill ignore you forever
because thats what you want. we need to grow up
and become those crazy adults that we've
never wanted to be, its no insult
when i say i love you, grow the fuck up
and show me respect. i want you
with roses, i want your whole name,
i want you to keep me forever
in your hand. i need your comfort,
crazy or pure, i want you to love me
every day of next year. i will take your hand
and write you every day,
just love me back
when i show you the same
dont treat me with disrespect
because you knew i was in love
from the begininng and some things
never change. sigh

Learning a lot about living, and a little about love. Love is a battlefield. Haha.

If I sat here forever waiting for the same love I'd never feel happy with the only life that ill eventually die from

Fuck the pain away --peaches

"Beside my heroin addiction and murder conviction in 93, one of my therapists say I'm a great guy, if you get to know me..!"

Fuck a vice, fuck five vices, getting high is for the weak minded, I quit.