I feel like I'm tired

I feel like I'm tired
tired of the dope
tired of being broke
tired of my brakes scraping down the road
tired of the cold
tired of not having any fun
tired of thinking about growing old
tired of being nagged at
tired of this fucking bear trap
tied around my ankle like I'm some
kind of broke down circus act
tired of being cheap
tired of reapplying for ebt
tired of my girlfriends always leaving me
tired of this disease
tired of being neglected of all my needs
tired of getting skinny
tired of not being able to eat
tired of not being able to do my fucking laundry
tired of applying myself to the interviews only to get
hired and fired the same day, and again week after week
tired of not being able to stand on my own two fucking feet
and despite all of my complaing,
what I am really most tired of .. is that I am
tired of always having to take tylenol pm to fall asleep
and even more so..
tired that the back up plan to that, as if its not enough, is that I'm
tired of taking 9 more miligrams of melatonin and counting sheep
I feel like I'm tired of everything but still lay in bed
awake every night for hours until I dope myself and rest
I feel like I'm tired of this shit, but can't get any sleep

portrait

and with this last lonely terrible thing, you will take the last peice of me from whats beneath all that is seen, all of what both breathes and destroys the peace present within our scene, all that you hate and believe about you and me, together unto the world we wish was never so true to us, all of the wealth and wonder that we've not discovered under us, and with this last lonely terrible thing, you will take the last peice of me from whats beneath all this is seen, a completely beautiful but terrible portrait of me

milkquarious.com

the top ramen

whats fake about this story?: A crackhead spent 60cents on pack of chicken top ramen and was caught cooking it in a tarnished brown spent pot on a grimey ass stove at 4am, trying to stay alive.

Ryuntopia

bitchmade: see Megan Harris.

trickinoff: see Megan Harris. Also refer to spending your last two hundred dollars on a hoe, instead of bills.

cryingassnigga: see Megan Harris. Also refer to spending your entire night crying and punching walls because of a hoe out hussying it up at the local bar on your last twenty dollars.

badteef: see Megan Harris. That hussy will give you bad teeth, even though she goes to job corps for dentistry!

terriblegirltaste: see Megan Harris. That bitch is beat! Also see STD's, that hussy's got em.

doofus: see being Repetto. Brain quanitfying nerdiness retarded jokes most of the day. Also see, being Repetto.

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miss the nights that turned into the next, miss the fights in the alley when i was thirteen, miss the right to make a decision that would affect the rest of my life, miss the time that I believed today was the greatest day because tomorrow I would die.. what holds it together is that I'm grateful I can miss this, I made it thru alive and now have the rest of my life to succeed..

absurd

found a story book
full of words, no pictures
melodies dreamt up
in eighteen creative dreams

found a picture book
full of color, no words
images dreamt up
in this tragic war-torn world

The Middle East

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
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Mad world