i can feel it from my heart
palpatations breaking my bones
one painful start to my day,
one staining mark to my name
i can tear apart everything
around me with one sentence
in fact ive done it before
on more than one occasion.
actions speak volumes about
dissatisfaction that i create
rationing common sense
from the logic ive thrown away
she'll never trust me again
she'll never believe one word
something i'll have to deal with
until the day this all ends.
i'll never delete it
the history created around me
cannot be completely disregarded
the lessons learned are cryptic
and demented but if one thing
is for certain this life
has certainly cemented one
hell of a boring tragic story
of walking around burning.
as if one life meant more than
the words on this paper as
you put the match to my existence,
and watch this shit burn to ashes.
one life left ignoring everything,
too pre-occupied to have been
learning the lessons that fire
will kill a motherfucker in an
instant, i dont give a fuck,
i dont give a fuck about me,
now watch it become classic.
you'll see.